I Wrote Her Off For The Tenth Time Today And Practiced All The Things I Would Say But She Came Over I Lost My Nerve I Took Her Back And Made Her Dessert Now I Know I'm Being Used That's Okay Man Cause I Like The Abuse I Know She's Playing With Me That's Okay Cause I've Got No Self Esteem We Make Plans To Go Out At Night I Wait Till 2 Then I Turn Out The Light All This Rejection's Got Me So Low If She Keeps It Up I Just Might Tell Her So When She's Saying That She Wants Only Me Then I Wonder Why She Sleeps With My Friends When She's Saying That I'm Like A Disease Then I Wonder How Much More I Can Spend Well I Guess I Should Stick Up For Myself But I Really Think It's Better This Way The More You Suffer The More It Shows You Really Care Right Now I'll Relate This A Little Bit That Happens More Than I'd Like To Admit Late At Night She Knocks On My Door Drunk Again And Looking To Score Now I Know I Should Say No But That's Kind Of Hard When She's Ready To Go I May Be Dumb But I'm Not A Dweeb I'm Just A Sucker With No Self Esteem